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So, maybe I had a fairytale idea of thanksgiving break being this amazing thing. Maybe I should not expect so much. *sigh* Ok, so, 1st of all I haven't had much quality time with my mom because she's basically working to keep me in school. I haven't had quality "sit and chat" time with my friend Misty because she is constantly busy, so the time I have spent with her was running around to different places with ppl I don't know and feeling awkward. We are combining our Thanksgiving dinner with our neighbors, which ultimately means alot of whining spoiled kids and irritated parents, or simply put uncomfotable buffet dining + a prayer interlude. I'm bummed because I came home for family/friend time finding only racy, crazy moments of conversation and overall feeling more alone than I did before I got here. Other than my brother whom I love dearly for being the laid back guy he is. Ultimately I'll probably spend a majority of my time playing video games with him. lol I don't know. It seems every time I go home I'm reminded why I left. Is that bad? I mean a part of me is glad to see them, but a part of me feels so detached from this small town. I'm so confused. I guess I'll just have to pray and be patient. Wish me luck and I wish you all a Happy Thanksgiving! G-nite.