RaNdOm

Typical of me I felt random today and thought, being "Single's Awareness" day, I would vent a little. I love being single, don't get me wrong, but if I get asked one more time who I am going to prom with, I might go loco. Or order a date from Croatia. (my grandma would be proud. if he was a doctor.) LOL I'm a weird one. Anyway.... it's my 18th single valentine anniversary and to all those out there celebrating similar, rock on! So, I guess I'll go do my homework and again brew some tea. I'm a tea addict. And cheesecake. And pizza. And coffee. And candy. And peanut butter. AND BELGIUM WAFFLES! I think I'm hungry. I better jet before I eat the fish food because it's next to me. J/K *sleep deprivation*

* sweet dreams *

YaWn?

Kinda sleepy, but not ready for bed. Lots on my mind. I have an audition coming up next weekend at Belmont. I'm nervour on so many levels. I really want to go to Belmont and this is my chance. I'm afraid I won't be good enough. I won't sing the right notes, I won't act like Antigone, or I won't be able to do one move of dance practice. Ugh, there's something about approaching your future that can feel like being at the highest peak of a roller coaster, when you first start to fall, and your stomache goes into your throat and you can't breathe, and you want to scream, but your too busy wondering if you'll make it out alive. Weird analogy, huh? Atleast, that's how I feel about. I only have two more voice lessons until my audition and I am currently getting over a cold that has left me very congested. I've only applied to two colleges, I'm very picky, and so far one turned me down based on a screening tape. It was bad, I'll admit it. It wasn't destiny. Well, I'm going to brew myself a chai tea latte and get myself under covers so I can doze. Hopefully this will take some of the stress edge off.

*Nightie-night*