3aM=RaNdOm?

So I got to thinking, by george at this hour at night ha!, & well, my blog could use something interesting like my opinions on current matter. What an epiphany! Anyway, I've gotten so used to living in the bible belt where stating your opinion would mean looking into the nossel of someones uncle's shot gun that I haven't said much opinionated lately. But really. My friend, who shall remain nameles so she doesn't catch on, has a boyfriend and finds it ever so imporant to find me a someone. Granted, it is not as funny as my other friend trying to hook me up with a twenty-two year old who was divorced and with two kids. By the way, that still makes me laugh. But, to all those who think like my bud nameless, please refrain. First of all, contrary to popular belief, some of us like being single. It's freeing. Secondly, if you care you won't make me feel so desperate that you have to approach strangers and ask them to ask me out. It is, well, irritting. Apparently by her account she knows what I want, but this is also the girl who most of the time could view marriage as freedom from abstinence. Yes, when married I think she will be a nympho. lol j/k I take it back for my safety. Anyway, next topic. I saw on the news today that there is another attempt to pass a law against burning the American flag. *sigh* Is this what it boils down to? I there nothing more important in the world to focus on? Granted the flag is an important American symbol, but I think we have a problem when the flag becomes America. I would like to think a country is stronger than a piece of cloth. Then again, look whos leading our country. However, I shall withdraw from that because that is an entirely different tangient though I did not support Kerry either. Also, if Obama, not that crazy Iraq man are chasing, chose to run for president in the future he just might have my vote. Okay, next topic. Like a bad English paper, eh? <~~~~ Canadian? Anyway attempting to focus. Actually that leads me to my next topic. Why is their no Starbucks in my neighborhood? The coffee place we had for a while closed and for the love of mercy I need my caffeine at times like these where I can't sleep or focus. *sobs* *gains control* For your sake I shall stop for I am blabbering because I have become an empty typing machine.

Nightie-night and may the sheep you count not chase you over the fence for they are over worked and under paid you know. ;)

GoD=FlOrIdA?

As of July 3rd a my small church group will be heading to Florida for a mission trip. There we will sing and make a CD, have bible study, and do missionary work along with other activities. It is sponsored by Son Power. Every part of me is excited, partly because I have never been on a mission trip before! My faith has been a crazeh path that I have most traveled in the past few years. I have especially grown spiritually this year. I have been trying to study the main religions to see the basics of them. I've been very busy so I haven't gotten far. It's not so much a search for the perfect religion for me, as a path to enlighten me and better understanding of those around me. Besides, as far as I am concerned I think God quite possibly put all these religions here because they were what the people that followed these faiths could relate to. I think God could have many forms and its not fair to conform him to a box. You'll have to excuse me just feel very spiritual at this moment and had to write a little. Anyway, I am extremely excited and I look forward to serving and connecting with God and meeting others with my same passion for music and faith. Enjoy the summer rays!

CrOsSiNg FiNgErS

If everything goes right I should be getting my driver's license Tuesday! YESSSS!

VaCaTiOn?

Yes. It is vacation and so far all I have done is worked to save money that I can't seem to save because I have upcoming events that require, what else, money. So my friend Misty and I are on the edge of being totally wiped out because of our crazeh schedules. It doesn't help that my boss hasn't hired anyone to make up for the five workers we lost. By the way, I have a huge tolerance to caffeine and decided to try an energy drink. I tried a sip of Red Bull before but it tastes horrible so I did'nt bother. This time I tried SOBE Adrenaline Rush. I'm not a doctor or anything, however I don't think it's right for my heart to be going multiple miles per hour, especially when some beats are stronger than others. So no more for me! lol I felt like the Energizer bunny; I was running and working crazy. I guess I'll just hafta try stonger coffee. I went to my voice teachers recital and she was amazing. She has this beautiful soprano operatic voice that just leaves you speechless. I wish I could sound like her. The concert was to get donations for a six-week trip to Europe/Austria for a once-in-a-lifetime music workshop. I plan to give her a good size donation and a card when I meet her for lunch next week. :) Stuff at home has been bad. We'll probably get rid of most of our pets because we can't afford them and if finances get even a little worse my mom could lose the house. *sigh* I really think my life would make a crazeh show. Anyway, I cannot wait until my first orientation during the last week of June because it will be the beginning to a new and wonderful chapter of my life. I hope all my friends from Seymour are enjoying their summer, but knowing our work-aholic attitudes I'm sure most of them are crazeh busy as well. I better go get out of my p.j.s and get a few things done, so goodday and farewell.

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