SoN oF a ....... *ChOo*

Yeah so I hate the world because I caught a cold/virus. I'm not sure what since I woke up with it. Stupid microscopic dimineon of satan!!!!!!

KiD fUn

So, last night I was abandoned and had nothing to do. I went to met with my group to discuss how we are going to get our project together for Monday. Luckily, not long into our meeting a Twister party started in the lobby of our dorm building. So, I joined. Ate a lot of candy and got pretty tangled. It was definately fun and was a blessing because I was at a really bad place at the time. Long story. Possibly relating to a long week? I think so. I then went back to my room very relaxed and very thankful to God for providing me a release. I then wrote a note on my door to my roommates that I had gone to bed and to come in quietly or I would lose it. :) Needless to say every part of my being is counting down the days until Fall break starting Oct. 13. It's only Thursday through Sunday, but I NEEEEEEDDDDD it. Well, that's it. Good-day.

YaY!

So, this weekend everyone's parents are visiting, but my mom can't since she cannot afford it. Honestly, REALLY cannot afford it. She was really upset about it and so I had to calm her down and convince her everything was gonna be okay, that I loved her, and she was one of the best mom's in the world. So, I didn't wanna be stuck here, therefore I'm gonna visit my buddies at other colleges. YAY!!! I'm so excited. I know I 'm gonna visit John and if my ironic life lets me get a hold of him beforehand, Nathan. YAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!! I haven't seen their colleges before. I'm excited! WOOOP WOOP! Anyway, so that's it. I'm going to go work on my homework so I have more free time this weekend. "You don't need a weatherman to know which way the wind blows." -Bob Dylan

HeH-hEh

Yeah, so I definately just wrote 4 of my 5 pages of roughdraft now and it is I guess technically due later today since it is 1 in the morning. By class time at 7pm I shall have a rough draft. Bwahaha! I am the QUEEN!!!!! Sry. Got carried away. I think I shall sleep so I am ready for my theory proficiency at 8am. *sarcastic cheers* Oh, and Nathan call me if you get my message or email if you didn't and I'll tell ya then. Adios folks!

SaMe Ol' TrOuBlE

Haven't wrote the rough draft to my paper due wednesday. Probably do it tommorrow night. Lord bless me.

UgG

Got to bed after 5am, got up for 8:45am oratorio rehearsal. YOU do the math.

DePrEsSeD

So, I have come to a point where I am depressed. All is downhill seeming and nothing bright and glimmery. I feel alone, like I am the odd man out. Not to say that I am being left out. I'm confused and overloaded with work and dates and times. I'm having trouble sorting things out. I'm dealing with my problems, my friends problems, my family's problems..... I just feel a little out of control. I don't want to bring others down so I fake a grin or shake it off. I need a break. I plan on going home in October during fall break, but it feels to long. Centuries away. I miss my animals. I saw a puppy tied outside of a restauraunt today and was almost late for class because I did not want to quit playing with him. I'm tired of my friends pressure to find a boy. WHO CARES? I'm at a "Christian" based school, however half the people are pretending for the school board. Then, as soon as theirs peers come along, whoo-hoo all bets are off. *sigh* I can't explain how low and empty I feel. I'm sure it's normal, but I don't need this kind of despair. Anyway, I better go because I think this is only making things worse. Thanks for listening. Sorry if it's a downer. Good night.

1sT cOoL wEeKeNd

Hey! So, last weekend was horribly dull and my roommate and I sat aimlessly. BUT, this weekend was great. So I finally met Britt's friend Neil, who's a great guy. Plus, his friend Dustin visits on the weekends and he is an awesome musician. So, we played some card games in the lobby,which meant I was learning alot of games too. Later, we went to Starbucks, a journey in itself, and went to a party that was to benefit the hurricane relief. However, it was a bust so we left after a few minutes and spent the rest of our time talking and listening to Dustin play guitar and sing. It was awesome and we only decided to quit at about 5am because Britt really wanted to sleep before church the next day. Then, Sunday I played cards with them and they introduced me to some new bands. That's always awesome for me because I love music. Later, we ate with another new friend whom I can't spell the name of, took random pics, and they had to leave at around 7:45 because they were visiting family. So, Britt and I went to buy icecream and mag's and came back to meet with the girl whom I cannot spell the name of and watched Notebook. It was my first time seeing it so I bawled my eyed out. I woke up very puffy eyed this morning. So, it was great and now we're catching up on homework and I have to pick up April later since she left to visit her b/f. Best of all we have next weekend already planned. We're going cosmic bowling, I'm learning how to play Magic (card game), and I don't even know. It'll be great. *cheers* *glitter* *trumpets* :) Anyway, as you can tell I am adjusting to college and it feels GREAT. And I have to thank Britt for helping me get out of my shell a bit. Hope all is well and HAPPY LABOR DAY FOLKS!